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hi. i havent updated in a while. so i thought i'd update now. the day after valentines. but instead of doing love quotes, i thought id give some life lessons, from none other than;desperate housewives --Mary Alice Young. 1. "There's a reason people can't wait for Christmas, and it has little to do with family reunions or curling up with a cup of eggnog or that unexpected kiss beneath the mistletoe or receiving a present from that special someone. No, people look forward to Christmas because they know it's a time for miracles."2."We know dangerous men walk among us. What we can't be sure of is who they are or where they hide. So the most we can offer any stranger is reasonable doubt. But once the doubt is gone, people are anything but reasonable."3."The art of sabotage. It's practiced every day in the suburbs. Sometimes it takes the form of a Bundt cake offered to a friend who's on a diet. Other times it a cable cut just as a husband's friends arrive to watch the big game. And there's always that anonymous phone call to the city zoning department. Yes. in Suburbia, everyone you meet is a potential saboteur. Absolutely everyone. Yes, the art of sabotage. It's practiced every day in the suburbs..."4."We all carry something with us. Of course, it's nice if we travel with someone who can help lighten the load. But usually it's easier to just drop what we've been carrying so we can get home that much sooner. Assuming, of course, there will be someone there to greet us when we arrive. Why do we clutch at this baggage, even when we're desperate to move on? Because we all know there's a chance we might let go too soon."5."Have you met the perfect couple? The two soul mates whose love never dies? The two lovers whose relationship is never threatened. The husband and wife who trust each other completely. If you haven't met the perfect couplel, let me introduce you. They stand atop a layer of butter cream frosting. The secret of their success? Well, for starters, they don't have to look at each other."6.Brides are sensitive creatures. And no one knows this better than the bridesmaids who have to deal with them. But the one area where a bridesmaids' tact is most required involved the dress she's required to wear. Yes, a bridesmaid can question many of the bride's choices, but the groom isn't one of them."7."This is the street where I used to live and these were the people with whom I shared my life. I met them the day they moved in. And I saw what they brought with them. Beautiful dreams for the future. And quiet hopes for a better life. Not just for themselves, but for their children, too. If I could, would I tell them what lies ahead? Would I warn them of the sorrow and betrayal that lie in store? No. From where I stand now, I see enough of the road to understand how it must be traveled. The trip is to keep moving forward, to let go of the fear and the regret that slow us down and keep us from enjoying a journey that will be over too soon. Yes, there will be unexpected bends in the road, shocking surprises we didn't see coming, but that's really the point. Don't you think?"8." It's a shocking moment for each of us. That moment we realize we are all alone in this world. The family we take for granted could one day abandon us. The husband we trust so implicitly might betray us. The daughter we love so deaple perhaps wont return to us. And then we could end up all by ourselves. Of course, some see great value in going it alone."9."When the truth is ugly, people try to keep it hidden, because they know if revealed, the damage it will do. So they conveal it within sturdy walls or they place it behind closed doors or they obscure it with clever disuises. But truth, no matter how ugly, always emerges. And someone we care about always ends up getting hurt. And someone else will revel in their pain and that's the ugliest truth of all."10."We've all done something in our lives we're ashamed of. Some of us have fallen for the wrong man. Some have let go of the right woman.There are those who have humiliated their parents and those who have failed their children. Yes, we've all made mistakes that diminish us and those we love. But there is demption if we try to learn from those mistakes and grow."11."Temptation comes to all of us. Whether or not we succumb depends on our ability to recognize it's disguise. Sometimes it arrives in the form of an old flame, flickering back to life. Or a new friend who could end up being so much more. Or a young child who awakens feelings we didn't know we had. And so we give in to temptation, all the while knowing come morning, we'll have to suffer the consequences."12."The world is filled with unlikely friendships. How do they begin? With one person desperately in need and another willing to lend a helping hand. When such kindness is offered, we're finally able to see the worth of those we had previously written off. And before we know it, a bong has formed, regardless of wheter others can understand it. Yes, unlikely friendships start up ever day. No one understands this more thean the lonely. In fact, it's what they count on."13."Illness can take on many forms. Those of the body are easy to treat. Much more difficult are the hidden maladies that fester in our hearts. The secret addictions that consumre our souls. And the diseases we deny which affect our judgement. To survive we need to find that special someone who can heal us. But we can never predict who have the cure for what ails us. Or when they'll show up."14."Kisses are such simple things, we hardly notice them. But if we paid more attention, we'd see that each kiss conveys a meaning all its own. For example, some can say, 'I'm so happy to see you.' Or, 'I didn't realize you'd be here.' Or 'honey, it's time to stop drinking.' The trick is in knowing how to tell the difference. 15."The act itselve never varies. But each kiss carried with it a meaning all it's own. It can convey a husband's eternal devotion. Or a wife's enormous regret. It can symbolize a mother's growing concern. Or a lover's growing passion. But whatever its meaning, each kiss reflects a basic human need. The need to connect to another human being. This desire is so strong it's always amazing when some people don't understand it."16."Good guys wear white hats and bad guys wear black. This is how children distinguish between good and evil. But they soon learn that bad guys don't look so bad. And sometimes they seem downright friendly. That is, until you get to know them a little better. 17."Yes, cameras are tools designed to capture images. But in truth, they can capture so much more. They can uncover hidden longing of men who should no longer care. They can reveal the extroadinary secrets of the most ordinary marriages. Most amazing of all, cameras can quietly and clearly reveal us to our dreams. Dreams we didn't even know we had."18."The world is filled with good fathers. How do we recognize them? They're the ones who are missed so terribly that everything falls apart in their absence. They're the ones who love us, love before we've even arrived. They're the ones who come looking for us when we can't find our way home. Yes, the world is filled with good fathers. And the best are the ones who make the women in their lives feel like good mothers."19."Everyone enjoys a game of make-believe now and then. Of course, they ways in which we play can vary greatly. Sometimes we tell ourselves work wont interfere with our family life. Sometimes we imagine certain relationships to be more meaningful than they really are. Occasionally, we put on a show, as if to convince ourselves our secrets aren't really all that terrible. Yes, the game of make-believe is a simple one. You start by lying to yourself, and if you can get others to believe those lies, you win."20."Control. It's extroadinary the tactics people employ to obtain it. Some rely on deception. While others engage in outright trickery. Then there are those who resort to extortion. Why do we fight so hard for control? Because we know to lose it is to put our fate in the hands of others. And what could be more dangerous?
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So i havent updated in like forever. So I'll do it now. Though it prob. wont be a very happy one. I'm having such a horrible time with my life in general. I've always ran away. And now...Im not running anymore. And its driving me crazy. And the people around me wont even let me hid. Or pretend to get away...and not face reality. But no one reads this. So I'm just going to post some new stuff that really hit home for me.
1.
She's banged up mentally. emotionally, literally and metaphorically. but every day she walks outside with a smile on her face...because thats who she is.
2.
Love is everything its cracked up to be. It really is worth fighting for. Being brave for. Risking everything for. And the trouble is...if you dont risk anything, you risk even more.
3.
I'm ready to be the girl I used to be.
The one who never cried,
never got mad about dumb things,
&& the one who whould never
worry about being inlove.
4.
I remember feeling low.
I remember loosing hope.
I remember all the feelings...
and the day they stopped.
5.
I like to pretend that everything's alright...
because when everybody else thinks your fine...
sometimes you forget for a while....
that your not.
6.
I've done everything I can.
so now its up to you.
If you want me in your life,
you'll [ [ p u t _ m e _ t h e r e.] ]
If not...
then this is goodbye.
7.
i know we dont talk much,
and sometimes we even walk right past each other without saying one word...
but then theres those times when our eyes meet
and I know deep down....
your missing me as much as im missing you.
thats what i live for.
8.
One day when its way too late, your going to say "iloveyou".
Then when I don't reply your going to muster up everything you have and ask,
"Do you love me?"
and you know what I'm going to say?
"I used to love you.
I wish i still did.
But you were with all those other girls.
And you were way too blind to see what was right in front of you the whole time.
I've dropped hints.
And I've tried to make it clear.
But you never caught on.
So right now...
I'm going to have to say....
we're just friends...
like you did to me all those times."
9.
He's just a boy who doesn't know whats in front of him...
&& she's just a girl who never learned to let go...
10.
Of course she's gonna say she's happy for you
and flash that famous smile;
but look into those hazel eyes....
&& baby...you broke her.
11.
You know how it is.
When you dont want to miss them,
but you want them to miss you.
12.
The hardest part about seeing them together
is thinking back on all the late nights,
wondering "when will I even be good enough"
and knowing that I never will be.
13.
So I was putting on more make up then usual...
because i wanted to be the prettiest damn wreck
your stupid apathetic eyes had ever seen.
14.
So maybe one day you'll realize why you shouldnt have [ [ ignored ] ] me that night....
15.
Do you ever wonder? I mean about us, what happened? It's almost like our relationship was a piece of paper; crumpled and thrown away. What would have happened if we didn't throw it away? Maybe we would still be together, maybe not. Or maybe we secretly haven't thrown it away yet. We're saving it because someday we hope we can pull it out of our pockets and rekindle what we once had. It's that we don't want to lose what we had, but we know its already lost. I wonder that a lot and I wonder if you wonder sometimes too.
16.
It's there.
I know it is.
Because when i look at you....
I can feel it.
17.
They said we stood a little to close,
stared a little too long...
They probably thought we were in love.
18.
And I dare you to forget the marks you left across my neck from those nights when we were both found at ourbest. Now, I could make this obvious, and you, you could deny me all in one breath. You could shrug me off your shoulders. And I dont think you know what you've been missing. Just forget me. It's that simple.
19.
He never said " I want to be friends."
After he said goodbye. It was like he knew;
He knew that he had broken my heart bad enough when he saw my tears fall.
He knew me well enough that he just knew what to say.
And when he spoke, he looked me in the eyes and said
"I hope you talk to me again someday"
20.
Yeah I know how you feel. But you have to take a chance...You can't go through life worrying. You just gotta go through with it. If you get hurt, which I don't think you will, then fine...leave it where it ended. Get back up and face everything and [ [ move on ] ] as soon as you can.
21.
It's crazy right?
To love someone who's hurt you?
It's crazier to think that someone who hurts you loves you.
<3
22.
remember last summer?
When we were bored of of our minds?
we had no idea what day it was...
and still had the time of our lives...
23.
After you broke up with me...
I forgot to change your ringtone on my cell phone.
You called late that night and without even picking up, I started crying..
24.
Did you know that she has seven kinds of smiles?
One when something really makes her laugh;
One when shes making plans;
One when shes laughing just out of politeness;
One when she's uncomfortable;
One when she's making fun of herself;
One when she'shaving fun with friends;
&&& one when she's thinking about you.
25.
I promised myself that when it was over I'd laugh at the memories,
but here I am without a smile in sight.
I promised myself that I would call you,
just to see if you were okay,
but here i am && i can't even dial your number.
I promised myself that when it was over,
I wouldnt shed a tear....
but here I am....shirt almost soaked.
I promised myself I would let you go gracefully...
but here I am...hating myself...
for letting you leave.
I promised myself that when it was over,
I wouldnt look back but here I am...
unable to walk forward.
I promised myself I would say goodbye...but here i am...
still saying [ [ i love you. ] ]
26.
it would be nice for another chance.
but i still dont know if i would even take it.
27.
Sometimes, truth isnt good enough; sometimes people deserve more.
Sometimes people deserve to have their faith rewarded.
28.
Well I know falling down hurts...
but if you never jump,
then you'll never know if you can fly.
29.
I guess I just got hurt...
really hurt.
&& sometimes when that happens...
something inside just shuts off.
30.
Stay mad as long as you can.
Because once your not mad anymore...
it hurts like hell
&& once it hurts...
thats bad.
You can't make yourself mad anymore...
31.
Summer is filled with breaking rules and standing apart.
Ignoring your head and <<following your heart.>>
32.
And as they all grow older the truth will be understood...
because we never turn out the way we thought we would...
33.
Most people don't know who they are. Thats why they lie. They're afraid someone else will figure it out before they do.
34.
We've all done terrible things to each other but we have to forgive each other...
or everything that we ever were...
will mean nothing.
35.
And for one desperate moment there, he crept back in her memory.
[ [ God ] ] it's so painful when something thats so close...
is still so far out of reach.
36.
So we fix our eyes not on what is seen,
but on what is unseen.
For what is seen is temporary.
But what is unseen is eternal.
37.
&& I wait...hoping things will get better...
&& I hope...things will change for good...
&& I cry...because I come to realize that it will never be the same...
38.
&& there will be torn up photos...
and lonely nights.
cursing, crying and drawn out fights.
making up and a brand new start.
Broken promises.
For broken hearts.
39.
She remembered that feeling all too well.
Of what it was like to walk into an empty house...
and find that the person you loved had disappeared without a word...
40.
I always pushed him away.
Maybe because deep down I knew he was the only one for me.
And I was too scared to admit it.
41.
She's afraid that after all this waiting,
he'll end up with another girl.
She's afraid of what hasn't happened yet.
And most of all,
she's afraid she'll never
find someone who could compare to him.
thats all I have in me for now. All I could pour onto this site. That no one reads. And no one looks at. But if you ever do...remember something for me. Follow your heart. Even if its broken and simply taped together. love with all you can. But dont waste it on someone who's not worth it.
[ [ song in mind when written - - i know you wont. carrie underwood. ] ]
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Hi. So it's Monday. And I'm not in school because I'm sick. Just like last Monday...when I couldn't walk. And then Friday...when this whole shebang went down. I think...this weekend might have been the most traumatic weekend I've ever had. Between my boyfriend....and my ex-boyfriend...and the memories that pierce my mind. I mean...so much happened with my ex-boyfriend...and the funny thing is...the whole time i was with him I had this TINY crush on my present boyfriend...but I pushed it to the back of my mind. Plus he had a girlfriend. I don't know if I even mentioned I had a boyfriend...well I do. I chose. My friend got over him...and...I guess...for some unknown reason he wanted to date me. I said yes...=/. And that kinda sad face...Isn't about how I feel about him. It's about how I feel about how he feels about me...if that makes sense. I'm sick remember? Well...pretty much...I balled my eyes out last night...because so much is going on. And I don't trust journals. In my house that is...cause everyone's so nosy. Thank god I have this and my family doesn't check this. And no one really reads this any way. haha. It's just that I feel like I'm hurting my boyfriend. I don't want to hurt him. But I feel like I don't make him happy. Even though he says I do. I never understood the whole..."It's not you, It's me..." thing until now. Because I mean....it is me. It's got nothing to do with him. Well...in a sense. But it's not how I feel about him...or how he makes me feel...or how he treats me...or his intentions. It's all me. It's all fears...and things that bother me in my crazy little head. Like if he thinks im fat....even though he says he doesnt think so. Because I'd loose the weight for him. It's no problem. And honestly, thats probobly the reason I never lost any weight. I had no reason too. Maybe before a show or something...or before a dance. It's just like...I don't know. And the way my ex makes me feel. I dont know...I mean...last night...I cried for alot of things. For a good part of the night. I guess I should tell the whole story then huh? Okay! So i fell asleep around like...1 in the morning. I woke up not to long later and I had had a nightmare. A horrible nightmare. All about my boyfriend...and his ex girlfriend. And this other girl.  Who is his best friend and is ABSOLUTELY perfect << by the way...can't stand perfect people who hang on my boyfriend >>. But it started out at like a party or something...I can't really remember. It's kinda fading now. But I was bending over getting something, a few feet away from my boyfriend where he was talking to the perfect girl. We'll I stood up and I was fixing my skirt, and I looked over and him and her were kissing. He pulled away quickly and she looked humiliated << which was the only part of the dream I liked at all. >> Any way, he simply said the word "baby..." and she said my name really soft...but I mean...how do you say something after that. So I smiled softly and said " Could you excuse me for...two minutes...! Time me if you'd like." So then I laughed and tapped his arm in a joking manner. I went to the bathroom, and a few tears seaped out of my eyes. I wiped them away...fixed my make up...etc. Tried to make myself more beautiful when I would come out again. So I did, and I headed back over to them...but they weren't there. So I went searching. And I couldnt find the perfect one. Instead...My boyfriend was talking to his ex girlfriend. and she was like "you know...that wasn't right..." and he was all "i know..." and so i hid behind a banister thing...cause I mean I didn't want them to see me. And I wanted to hear what he was saying...But then immediatly I wished I hadn't. She goes..."She didn't seem to mad. Lucky you." and he goes "I guess..." And she goes..." You guess?!". << I dont know why she was on my side...because the next part she's not...but hey...it was a nightmare... >> Then he goes..."I wouldn't be with her if I lost you..." And she goes..."Oh?" And she moved closer to him. And he says "No...I wouldnt. But I had to move on. And she's the closest thing to you that I could get..." So then! she leans in to him and they kiss. << It was a rather nice kiss...had it not been my boyfriend and his ex girlfriend...>> And so then he says "you know I dont love her. I still love you..." and she goes..."Yeah...I know..." and she pulled away, only her hand was touching his...which really got me. And she says..."After you drop her off tonight...I think you should come over my house...because...." then she rand her hand up his chestttt and continuedddd. "i still love you too...very much..." and then they kissed again. And she walked out of the party. So I took a few seconds and made it look like i was coming from a different direction. And so I went up to him and I'm like "hey you." and he's like "hey baby...iloveyou." And I said..."iloveyou too." And he goes..."Come on...I'll take you home..." So my heart started beating really fast. And as soon as we got outside...we walked by his ex girlfriend standing there talking to miss amazing, and they looked at me and I pulled my hand out of his. And I wrapped my arms around me. And so we got in his car...and he broke it off with me...because everything was a lie...and he didnt feel the same about me. So...thats the dream. So i woke up and I ran to the bathroom and I leaned over the toilet and started like dry gagging. and crying and stuff. And luckily I didnt throw up. Cause I was...extremely upset. I breathed a bit and calmed myself down...saying it was only a dream and what not. So then I like...got up...brushed my teeth and put my hair up in a tighter knot. And I went back to bed and I laid down...and I just cried. No one ever had an effect on me like he has. And then i cried. I cried for him. And for my ex. For the girls who dated them before. And the girls that will date them after. For the fights that have happened. And the fights that will happened. I cried for my ex...since i havent cried for him since he dumped me. And i guess i let it go...forgot the promises i made...which were bothering me...<< i promised that no matter what...when he was single after his girlfriends Id leave who ever i'm with for him...and him and his girlie broke up... >> But what i cried about the most...was the way that my boyfriend reminds me of my old boyfriend. Because they....well my ex WAS perfect. and my boyfriend now is perfect. He gets offended when I say they were alike...but I mean...my ex was the first one i let in. Ever. I mean...i dont know. It's just that...my ex...and my new boyfriend are alot alike...but after the first month with my ex...it changed. and the relationship was...ruined. I mean...my new boyfriend does treat me better...but the whole...i dont know...alot of things actually...are alike. Like that they dont like it when i put myself down. Or that they call me and constantly miss me. And miss me the second I leave them. and constantly say " I love you..." constantly want to be with me. Always trying to make plans. And i dont mind it. It's just...Im afraid...I'm afriad of what hasn't happened yet. But he can't know! Neither of them! cause then he'll get mad...and my ex will feel on top of the world! I just...I dont know. I just cried all night long...=[
Any way....I'll do a few quotes. Check out the website if you want more though! http://music_4_life.webs.com
1. "She cares too much, that little one," He said to himself, "It's not safe. No, It is not safe..." ♥ Hercule Poirot.  2. Maybe you need a wake up call. Cause you're too comfortable. You think because you bag me, you don't have to work at all. It seems like I gotta do wrong, To get your attention. But maybe when I call this man up, you'll finally start to wake up. I think I'm gonna have to cheat, To keep your eyes on me. But maybe if I make you jealous, you'll finally start to wake up. This is your wake up call. This is your wake up call. so wake up, wake up. you better wake up. ♥ Wake up call. Hayden Panettiere  3. I cant take it any longer, That we were stronger, All we do is linger, Slippin' through our fingers, I don't wanna try now, All that's left's goodbye too find a way to tell you... I hate this part right here. I hate this part right here. I just can't these tears. I hate this part right here. ♥ I hate this part. The Pussycat Dolls.  4. Have another drink and drive yourself home. I hope there's Ice on the all the roads. I hope you think of me when you forget your seatbelt. And agian when your head goes through the windshield.  5. When you see me now, I hope you're sorry. && I hope you regret how you hurt me. I hope you see me with someone else && wish it was you. I hope you regret all you've done. && wish you could take it all back.  6. She only smokes when she drinks. She only drinks now and then. Now and then when she's tired of being let down by men. You can give her a light, But it's not what you think. Everybody knows she only drinks alone. And she only smokes when she drinks. ♥ She only Smokes when she drinks. Joe Nichols.  7. I won't wear me seatbelt. I'll speed on the wet slick roads. I'll take that curve a little to fast. You'll see the fatal crash on the news. And you know what? You still wouldnt miss me.  8. And it made me wonder... How many times we forgive just because we dont want to loose someone. Even when they don't deserve our forgiveness...  9. Just because she comes off strong doesnt mean she didnt fall asleep crying. And even though she acts like everything is right...maybe. Just maybe...she's just really good at lying.  10. Even sleeping beauty has nightmares.... 
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| [[ where I am : on the couch ]]
[[ what I am wearing : a big shirt ]]
[[ how I feel : like i want to die ]]
<< thats pretty much everything. that matters at least. >>
1. The darker the secret...the harder you keep it.  2. They painted up your secrets with the lies they told to you, and the least they ever gave you was the most you knew.  3. If i had to choose between breathing and loving you...I'd use my last breathe to say "I love you".  4. Yeah I know...you have a girlfriend a thousand miles away. and you love her. Im not dumb, you know. I know I dont have a chance. But I cant help...waiting for something that will never happen. And thinking all day about the boy who will never care.  6. Push me against the wall... And kiss me like you mean it.  7. && a guy like you needs a crazy girl like me...  8. you said you'd love me forever... I guess forever must be over...  9. All she wants is someone who will love her forever...  10. I know what i did was wrong...But what you did...was worse. 
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| Heyy! Was everyones week? Good I hopeeee. =P So last time I posted I told you about the three guys I can have. one. two. Or three. Well let me say, I choose one. But i can't have him. We'll call him John Doe. Just cause that's what you use when you dont have a name for someone usually. ha. Well...John Doe...he makes my heart beat so fast. And i mean, I held his hand the other day cause I was extremely freaked out...and when i tell you my skin was on fire. I don't know if he likes me like i like him. I hope he does. Or he could. And he really is the SWEETEST thing! When he looks at me, when his eyes meet mine, I can feel my heart stop. And when i'm sad, he tells me everythings gonna be okay, and I believe him. And it's just so nice to have a best friend who isnt gonna hate you for your mistakes and for the things you've done wrong. And the bad decisions you've made. But like i said one of my friends has a crush on him. And she was with us when i as holding his hand. Like i said. I was scared. Other wise I wouldnt have put myself in that position. She got mad. And no matter what I said, it didn't really matter. So now everyones gonna be mad at me...and they dont even know the half of it. Sigh. I'm really in the mood to listen to country music, and I am. So I thought I'd post some really good songs. < well songs I think are good >>. I hope you enjoyyy. =P
1.
I'll walk,
Let go of my hand.
Right now i'm hurt.
And you don't understand.
So just be quiet.
And later we'll talk,
Just leave, Dont worry.
I'll Walk.
♥ I'll Walk. ♥ Bucky Covington.♥
2.
Baby, why'd you leave me?
Why'd you have to go?
I was countin' on forever,
Now I'll never know.
I can't even breathe.
It's like I'm looking form a distance,
Standing in the background.
Everybody's saying,
'He's not coming home now.'
This can't be happening to me.
This is just a dream.
♥ Just a Dream. ♥ Carrie Underwood. ♥
3.
You can let go now, Daddy.
You can let go.
Your little girl is ready
To do this on my own.
It's gonna be a little bit scary,
But I want you to know,
I'll be okay now, Daddy.
You can let go.
♥ You can let go.♥ Crystal Shawanda. ♥
4.
How was I supposed to know,
She was slowly letting go,
If I was putting her through Hell.
Hell, I couldnt tell.
She could have given me a sign,
and opened up my eyes.
How was I supposed to see,
She never cried in front of me.
♥ She never cried in front of me. ♥ Toby Keith.♥
5.
That boy's just a walk away Joe.
Born to be a leaver,
Tell you from the word Go.
Destined to decieve her.
He's the wrong kind of paradise.
She's gonna know it in a matter of time.
That boys just a walk away joe.
♥ Walk away Joe. ♥ Trisha Yearwood. ♥
6.
'Cause goodbyes are like a roulette wheel,
you never know where they're gonna land.
First then your spinnin' then your standing still.
Left holding a loosing hand.
One day you're gonna find someone,
Right away, you'll know it's true.
That all of your seeking's done,
I was just a part of the passing through.
Right there in that moment,
You'll finally understand.
That i was better as a memory,
Then as your man.
♥ Better as a Memory.♥ Kenny Chesney. ♥
7.
What they don't realize
Is when youre dialing six numbers,
Just to hang up the phone.
Drivin' cross town just to see if she's home,
Wakin' a friend in the dead of night,
Just to hear him say it's gonna be alreight.
When you find the things to do,
Not to fall asleep
Cause you know she'll be there
In your dreams.
Thats when she's more then a memory.
♥ More then a Memory. ♥ Garth Brooks. ♥
8.
What do I have to do,
To make you see.
She can't love you like me.
Why dont you stay?
I'm down on my knees.
I'm so tired of being lonely.
Dont I give you what you need?
When she calls you to go,
There is one thing you should know.
We don't have to live this way.
Baby, why dont you stay.
♥ Stay. ♥ Sugarland. ♥
9.
I'm a man of my convictions.
Call me wrong. Call me right.
But I bring my better angels to every fight.
You may not like where I'm going,
But you sure know where I stand.
Hate me if you want to.
Love me if you can.
♥ Love me if you can. ♥ Toby Keith. ♥
10.
How 'bout them cowgirls.
Boys ain't they somethin'.
Sure are some proud girls.
And you can't tell 'em nothin'.
And I'll tell you right now girls,
May just be seven wonders of this big, old, round world.
But how 'bout them cowgirls.
♥ How 'bout them cowgirls. ♥ George Strait. ♥
11.
And I love you. It just comes natural.
What I was born to do.
Don't have to think it through.
Baby, It's so easy loving you.
It just comes natural.
♥ It just comes natural. ♥ George Strait. ♥
12.
She laid her heart and soul right in your hands.
You stole her every dream, and curshed her plans.
She never even knew she had a choice.
And that's what happens when the only voice she hears,
Is tellin her she cant.
Stupid boy.
♥ Stupid Boy. ♥ Keith Urban. ♥
13.
But I loved her first.
I held her first.
And a place in my heart, will always be hers.
From the first breathe she breathed.
When she first smiled at me.
I knew the love of a father runs deep.
And I prayed that she'd find you some day.
But its still hard to give her away.
I loved her first.
♥ I Loved her First.♥ Heartland. ♥
14.
Close your eyes and hum along.
And I'll sing you one more love song.
If everything is still all right.
Why don't you just crash here tonight?
♥ Crash Here Tonight. ♥ Toby Keith.
15.
It was sink or swim.
Do or die.
Sneakin' out on summer nights.
Stealin' wine, from my pa.
The thrill of not getting caught.
And now and then.
I miss those days.
But comin' back to this place.
I realize it's not him I miss.
It's that young girl, wide eyed, first love,
one time innocence.
♥ Innocence.♥ Sarah Buxton. ♥
16.
Every mile a memory.
Every song, another scene,
From some old movie goin' back in time to you and me.
Every day a page turned down.
Every night a lonesome sound.
Like a freight train rolling through my dreams,
every mile a memory.
♥ Every Mile a Memory.♥ Dierks Bentley. ♥
17.
What hurts the most,
Was being so close,
And having so much to say.
And watching you walk away.
And never knowing,
What could have been.
And not seeing that love in you,
Is what I was trying to do.
♥ What hurts the Most.♥ Rascal Flatts.♥
18.
Why does it always have to come down to you leavin?
Before I'll say I love you.
Why do I always use the words that cut the deepest?
When I know how much it hurts you.
Oh, baby why do I do that to you?
♥ Why. ♥ Jason Aldean. ♥
19.
Let herself go.
On a singles cruise.
To vegas once, then to honolulu
Let herself go.
to New York city.
A week at the spa, came back knocked out pretty.
When he said he didn't love her no more.
She let herself go.
♥ Let Herself Go. ♥ George Strait.♥
20.
But it's not so bad.
You're only the best I ever had.
You dont want me back.
You're just the best I ever had.
♥ Best I ever had. ♥ Gary Allen. ♥
 
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